This past week, things have been kinda crazy. Playing music in different places, new philosophy breaking my brain, hella shit i gotta finish, therapy might actually be fixing me, managing ADHD, and managing 4 jobs + school, my mind has been in overdrive!!
I’ve got ofc my I.T. job, and now i also have 2 other jobs that i have to figure out how to manage this summer, plus school! Not even counting the other shit i wanna figure out from the last post. There’s alot on my plate right now.
Also, I just got finished watching the new mario galaxy movie and i must say, it was pretty good!! Refrence galore fr, makes me wanna play some of the older games just to re-experience them.
Speaking of which, its kinda crazy how stuff like ‘The Wii’ is considered retro now, makes me feel like an old man despite being literally in my prime. I also wanna make time to play other games besides fortnite, like game’s i’ve played growing up like mario galaxy, super paper mario, gta 4, wii sports resort, n shit like that, and games I really didnt get the chance to play. As a kid, I was a nintendo guy all the way, wii, wii u, switch, etc. But i’ve never really got to experience much of what the rest of my generation did, being the classic games like MW2 in its prime, the PS2, Gamecube games, etc. I wanna finally sit down and play the games i have downloaded for my various emulators, and play around with them. Take a looking glass into what life was kinda like in the 2000’s. Along with that, flash games were a really big part of my childhood too, so i gotta figure out how to install flashpoint on linux.
As a footnote, i also wanna say tuesday i went to hang out with a few of my fellow furry friends in my area and it was really fun x3c Just being around people my age for a change. There was also this live we happened to stumble accross playing just my type of music, heavy metal >:3
Another thing on my mind, wednesday I’ve finally got a new bed! Before I was sleeping on an old twin-size mattress from like 2010. Now i’ve upgraded to a memory foam queen size mattress and its frickin epic!! Before, my tall ass did not fit my bed, every night my body would hang over and dangle over the edges. I have so much fucking space now!!
Ooh also, idk if this the proper word, but lately i’ve been
feeling lovesick, an emtion i havent really felt in years. I’m longing
for a life=long companion, an equal to me, someone I can bouce my ideas
off of, someone who epitomizes reciprocity and grandure. Idk i just dont
wanna be single, i want to be claimed by someone and to have something
grounding me in this reality.
Idk, i never know how to close these blog posts. Uhhh,,, E