Quite alot, but at the same time, not much has been happening with me lately x3

Biggest news is, friday, we had another music gig, but on this special one, I helped my brother propose to his gf which was a really sweet moment nwn Kinda crazy how im barely hanging by a thread and my brother is already getting married and moving out and shit xD

Also mid-performance my bass guitar completely took a shit out on me, so i had to improvise and use a pitch shift setting on one of my pedals, and just use my regular guitar as a bass. Speaking of guitar, i noticed ive been getting crazy good these last few weeks, much better than i was before!

Also I basically have like 4 jobs now, so i have to schedule that like tomorrow, along with school (ive been procrastinating like crazy)

I also finally enabled full disk encryption via LUKS on my main Debain 13 install, so everything i do on my pc/server is confidential >:3 I was kinda worried some of my newer files wouldnt copy over, especially the new LorA i made of the other OC of mine, but it worked. It was a bitch and a half though, waiting on terabytes worth of data to move around, and troubleshooting various issues from snap to initramfs, to timeshift, etc.

Next im going to need to do the same on my back up drives via veracrypt.

Another thing i kinda started to figure out is docker and vim, slowly understanding how they work and how to utilize them. Im still an absolute noob, but we all gotta start from somewhere ^^

Lastly, someone kinda dropped a truth nuke on me, making me realize i might also have Aspbergers and/or Autism as well! Im kinda mad bc the person im seeing regarding the neurological side of things, those fuckers refuse to answer their phone!! I have to call like 10 times across several days of the week just to get a response smh. So now i have to wait Another month before i can get updates and perhaps switch medication since the one I’m on, idk if its helping much. Its so damn subtle i cant say if its placebo, or if its just a result of me drinking less.

Theres just alot going on in my mind right now. I have to plan alot of for the several up-comming events i have going on, balance shit out between work, school, different projects and things i want to get done, my deteriorating mental health, and somehow not snap one day and, ughhh..

Fucking life man- so much to do, so little time, so little will.